Thursday, June 18, 2009
Endings
I leave tomorrow for 7 weeks of camp in Michigan. I love camp to death, but it's the first year that I'm apprehensive. For once I am finally content with my situation at home, and I have made so many new friends. I really need to let go of my regrets and embrace these next few weeks. I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!! Sad to say goodbye.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Big Bay
So allll my exams are done! After my last one I met up with Sam, Pete, and Case at Big Bay. They were all on shrooms and so of course like complete goofballs. And I leave in a week exactly, and Gus leaves in days damn make it stop. And I keep on getting invited to all these graduation parties but I will be gone for all of them. It stinks, I feel like these opportunities only come once.
Then Pete and Case left to go to work/eat apple pie, and Sam and I talked for a wile, then Ian came along. I feel like even if I talk to Sam for a million years I still will never know him. He even told me that he is attached to no one. And I defiantly feel the absurd combination of closeness and distance. Anyway, it was nice to hang out with him, even though these chilly June days are aggravating me.
I've been on a weird sleep schedule lately, but I really can't complain.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Pictures
Mes Amis
Summer
Misty settling over the lush greenery
of prolific
ripe peonies
that are in my bedroom
normally with outstretched neck I welcome
tiny as the creeping
tender ants
I smell you, and sleep sleep
cycle of days and food and thoughts
suspended in the fog
above these chilly June days
resentment over warmer days
pushed against the clouds
in blossomed animosity
and ambiguity
Fingers spindly
and skin soft
and here encaptured this man
of stories elusive
and forces of circles
inside my stomach
that wobble and hook
and spin around and upwards
until reaching the tip of my brain
where the washed out corners
collect to form a place
Leave your scent traced on the pillow
sneak through in unexpected brilliance
of the tumbly lack
and you rabid heartbeat
has been heard
Monday, June 8, 2009
exams
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Secret
I wish I could take the art film seriously
But I was actually more focused on your breathing
And the fact that I still don't speak Italian
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
photography
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